I have such hope.
Hope for my future.
Hope for my heart.
Hope for my children.
I feel the need to express this, kind of to follow up on the blog I wrote last night.
I know I am loved. I appreciate every ounce of love that is wrapped around me. I know those who sometimes stress me out the most, nevertheless love me very much. It's just that they aren't always able to express it in a way that is easily accepted by me.
In difficult times, the heart craves kindness and understanding and that's exactly what I need at the moment.
I have wonderful friends, both here and far away. I am so thankful for each of you. Your words soothe my soul and fill me with this hope that I have.
Today was a difficult day. I only ate about a handful of food today, because I felt too sick to my stomach to eat. I hate that feeling.
I don't like feeling scared about my future. I don't enjoy worrying about what is going to become of certain things my children love and enjoy so much.
My wonderful friend, Alison, had the kids and I over today for a playdate and a mommy date. We enjoyed great conversation, tears, laughter and wine.
It was therapy.
It's always nice to have your thoughts and feelings validated, while simultaneously receiving kind words of advice. Especially when it's advice that totally makes sense to you.
Then tonight, Amber provided a much needed listening ear for me to vent. It was fabulous. She is fabulous.
Life would be empty without my girlfriends.
I love you, friends.
You've made my weekend more bearable. Whether you know it or not. :)
Hope for my future.
Hope for my heart.
Hope for my children.
I feel the need to express this, kind of to follow up on the blog I wrote last night.
I know I am loved. I appreciate every ounce of love that is wrapped around me. I know those who sometimes stress me out the most, nevertheless love me very much. It's just that they aren't always able to express it in a way that is easily accepted by me.
In difficult times, the heart craves kindness and understanding and that's exactly what I need at the moment.
I have wonderful friends, both here and far away. I am so thankful for each of you. Your words soothe my soul and fill me with this hope that I have.
Today was a difficult day. I only ate about a handful of food today, because I felt too sick to my stomach to eat. I hate that feeling.
I don't like feeling scared about my future. I don't enjoy worrying about what is going to become of certain things my children love and enjoy so much.
My wonderful friend, Alison, had the kids and I over today for a playdate and a mommy date. We enjoyed great conversation, tears, laughter and wine.
It was therapy.
It's always nice to have your thoughts and feelings validated, while simultaneously receiving kind words of advice. Especially when it's advice that totally makes sense to you.
Then tonight, Amber provided a much needed listening ear for me to vent. It was fabulous. She is fabulous.
Life would be empty without my girlfriends.
I love you, friends.
You've made my weekend more bearable. Whether you know it or not. :)
5 comments:
first of all: I adore your heading/title and photo... it's beautiful.
second of all: i realize that i'm not a close friend, but i AM someone who thinks you're pretty amazing and special- and i know how much my girlfriends mean to me, so thanks for submitting this and reminding us that Life without our Girls would just plain suck sometimes!!!
Sounds like your plate is full, my friend. I hope you find the clarity you are searching for.
(and P.s.- I'm totally jealous that you don't eat when you are nervous.... I stuff my face with anything and everything.... Sometimes the cardboard boxes that food is packaged in even sound palatable..... lol.)
You're such a sweetheart.
And you deserve to have friends...who love you and care about you.
I hope your life has been a little easier...because I know that's how you make life for so many. :)
{{{hugs}}} I don't know exactly what you're facing, but know you've touched my heart and I've got your back! Thank goodness you have good friends close by! I hope things turn around soon!
How did I miss this post?!?!
Awww.....your welcome Candace! I just want you to be happy:) You know you can always call me if you need me...I'll always have an ear for you. Can't wait to come and see you in a few weeks! I hope it will be a sunny/warm day out for us to enjoy!
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