Baby Fever!!!

I would like to know how I'm supposed to keep the baby fever at bay when people close to me keep popping out newborns that look like this???

This is baby Joshua Arnold. He's my brother-in-law's new baby. Emma and I drove to Darlington to meet him and take his newborn pictures a couple of weeks ago and I was dyyying to bring him home with me!!

And then today, my cousin Colton brought his new baby, Carey, to my house for me to take his newborn pictures. I mean, COME ON!!! I am sure I ovulated about 20 times today while taking these pictures.

It's really a good thing I am not a "newborn photographer" because all I want to do when these babies are in my presence is kiss them and love them and talk in a squeaky voice to them. Parents who aren't related to me would probably be very disturbed and run screaming from my house.

I'm a yearnin..

Amber did this to me. It's all Amber's fault. I want this to be noted in an important notebook somewhere. It should probably also be noted that I'm writing this blog while under the influence of Ambien. This is just ridiculous the way it affects you. I can't see, my movement feels fake, and I seem to have lost the ability to spell first grade sight words. Disturbing.

Okay, but here's were Amber comes back into this... somehow I just ended up on a person's pg who does maternity photography. And now I have seriously SAD baby fever. She convinced me this morning that I was pregnant. At the beginning of this convinving, I was so not all about it, but then, toward the end, I decided I loved this sweet little bundle of love and I couldn't imagine it not being true. So then later, much later in the afternoon when I got the YOU KNOW WHAT I was partially devastated. And now that I've just looked at pretty big pregnant bellies... I just WANT one!!! Is that really too much to ask??? I just want a brand new, fresh baby girl... or two... two girls would be fun.. or even a girl and a boy... just not two boys... YIKES!! Pee squirtin me in the mouth and eyes and from ten different directions. No Thanks!

Ok, I'm going to end this blubbering and possibly stupid blog now. I just wanted Amber to know how much she screwed with my brain today. :) Still love ya, though...

Memories

When I downloaded wedding pictures yesterday, some of the pictures of us in the hospital when Noah was born happened to still be on the memory card. I didn't even know they were on there. I guess since they were taken in jpeg and I was shooting yesterday in RAW, they didn't show up when I was reviewing the card? I don't know, but nonetheless, it was such a sweet surprise when I saw them there.

Gosh, I miss my little tiny baby. He's all big and screamy and he throws fits and wants to eat more food than me and Emma put together now. Oh, toddlerhood. :) I do long for a brand new shiny, sweet smelling baby I can just cuddle with and nurse the days and nights away.

Soon, friends. Soon.